All Over Again

Sometimes your words hurt me
I try to shield myself, let it bounce off
Some of the pain does get through

I crave affection from numerous people
I feel sad when they give more affection to others
It is an affliction I cannot cure

It is normal to be out of the loop nowadays
I keep quiet, something I never do
I worry I may never talk some day

If we rarely talk when we are so close
What will happen when we are miles apart?
If something should die, let it be my heart, all over again.

No More

You say it could have been done better

You say my hair looks okay

Your face shows a smile, but your eyes give it away.

No more.

You put yourself up by bringing me down

You make me stoop down to your level of childishness

You and your barbed statements make me doubt myself

No more.

You insult me, you ignore me

You expect us to stay friends

You end the topic to be the faux bigger person

No more.

I am pretty, I am smart

I will not worry my mind with people like you

I will complete my obligations, then forget you forever

I like me the way I am, fuck you.